Dying

I feel really alone. I have no one else to tell this to and I have nowhere else to express this. I feel as though everything fell together beautifully just to fall back apart disasteriosly. If you've ever been in love you'll know the feeling of having your stomach hurt, you can actually feel your heart hurting and breaking, and you get that feeling in your throat. That's how I feel about being alone and feeling as if I've lost a lot. I can't really express it in words, but it hurts a lot.