Another year



In less than 2 hours, I'll be starting a new year of my life; A new chapter. Hm, what monumental, life changing things have happened from December 1st of last year, to December 1st of this year..

-My father passed away
-I moved into a new house
-I graduated high school
-I started college but had to temporarily leave
-I met and lost Kenny
-I lost a good friend which was for the best I suppose
-I finally let go of my ex boyfriend/ first love Duwayne, for good, which I am so thankful for!!
-I finally got my license
-I finally got an adorable little kitten like I had always wanted, and I love her soo much!!
-I made new friends and met new people
-I reconnected with old friends and couldn't be happier
-I've figured out how to be happy on my own terms. It's a state of mind
-I've opened my mind to new things such as meditating and new ways of thinking
-I have a secret

I can't really think of anything else that really stuck out in my mind, but I'm thankful to be seeing another year. I'm also extremely thankful for the people I have in my life, the places I've gone, and the experiences I've got to share with others. I'm excited, yet nervous to see what this year brings me. Hopefully 80-90% of good things, and 10% or less of bad things, since life isn't a constant state of peace, love, and serenity. Here's to a new year for me!

Sorry!



At the moment I'm focusing on being a better me. This includes letting go of the past, keeping myself from falling into old bad habits, and letting go of useless worries. I'm also working on accepting the things that I can't change. There's other stuff that I've changed, realized, and am working on, but I'd rather show, not tell. Things are completely different with me now, and I love it. I'm proud of myself. I feel like in a sense I came a long way.

I've been a lot happier lately, like extremely happy! I don't think I've had a bad day recently to be honest. It seems like every day is a good day. I'm happy to be alive, healthy, and I'm just happy in general. Nothing negative has crossed my mind and I've just been zen about everything. Life is amazing right now.

Even though some things aren't as I would like them to be, I don't particularly mind. What's meant to be, will be. What's meant to happen will happen. With time, patience, and a positive attitude, things get better, like they have. I'm only expecting them to progress further in the right direction from here, so I'm not worried about anything.

With all of this being said, even though no one I know will read this, I'm sorry for any actions that I've done that may have hurt you, pissed you off, made you think differently of me, or made you second guess your relationship with me. Whether it be recently, or far back in the past, I'm sorry. I know I've done a lot, to many people like being selfish, reckless, purposely annoying, not thinking before I do or say something, and other things of that sort, but I think everyone deserves a second chance, or just a chance in general to prove them self. Eh, we shall see /:

I'm cute, obvi!

And I don't have a care in the world* :)

Lol, this post is so narcissistic of me. I just love myself though, so whatevss :D <333