Dying

I feel really alone. I have no one else to tell this to and I have nowhere else to express this. I feel as though everything fell together beautifully just to fall back apart disasteriosly. If you've ever been in love you'll know the feeling of having your stomach hurt, you can actually feel your heart hurting and breaking, and you get that feeling in your throat. That's how I feel about being alone and feeling as if I've lost a lot. I can't really express it in words, but it hurts a lot.

Butterfly- Crazy Town



 

Come my lady

Come, come my lady

You're my butterfly

Sugar, baby

Come my lady

Come, come my lady

You're my butterfly

Sugar, baby

Such a sexy, sexy pretty little thing

Fierce nipple pierce you got me sprung with your tongue ring,

and I ain't gonna lie cause your loving gets me high

So to keep you by my side there's nothing that I won't try

Butterflies in her eyes and looks to kill

Time is passing I'm asking could this be real

Cause I can't sleep I can't hold still

The only thing I really know is she got sex appeal

I can feel too much is never enough

You're always there to lift me up

When these times get rough I was lost, now I'm found

Ever since you've been around

You're the women that I want

So yo, I'm putting it down

Come my lady

Come, come my lady

You're my butterfly

Sugar, baby

 

Come my lady

You're my pretty baby

I'll make your legs shake

You make me go crazy

Come my lady

Come, come my lady

You're my butterfly

Sugar, baby

 

Come my lady

You're my pretty baby

I'll make your legs shake

You make me go crazy

I don't deserve you unless it's some kind of hidden message

to show me life is precious

Then I guess it's true

But to tell truth, I really never knew

Till I met you... See I was lost and confused

Twisted and used up

Knew a better life existed but thought that I missed it

My lifestyle's wild I was living like a wild child

Trapped on a short leash paroled the police files

So yo, what' s happening now?

I see the sun breaking down into dark clouds,

and a vision of you standing out in a crowd.

Come, come my lady

You're my butterfly

Sugar, baby

Come my lady

You're my pretty baby

I'll make your legs shake

You make me go crazy

Come my lady

Come, come my lady

You're my butterfly

Sugar, baby

Come my lady

You're my pretty baby

I'll make your legs shake

You make me go crazy

Hey sugar momma, come and dance with me

The smartest thing you ever did was take a chance with me

Whatever tickles your fancy

Girl it's me and you like Sid and Nancy

So sexy... almost evil talkin' about butterflies in my head

I used to think that happy endings were only in the books I read,

but you made me feel alive when I was almost dead

You filled that empty space with the love I used to chase,

and as far as I can see it don't get better than this

So butterfly, here is a song and it's sealed with a kiss

and a thank you miss

Come and dance with me

Come and dance with me

Come and dance with me

So, come and dance with me

uhhhhh ha uhhh ha

Come my lady

Come, come my lady

You're my butterfly

Sugar, baby

Come my lady

You're my pretty baby

I'll make your legs shake

You make me go crazy

Come my lady

Come, come my lady

You're my butterfly

Sugar, baby

 

Come my lady

You're my pretty baby

I'll make your legs shake

You make me go crazy

Come my lady

Come, come my lady

you're my butterfly

Sugar, baby

Come my lady

You're my pretty baby

I'll make your legs shake

You make me go crazy

Come my lady

Come, come my lady

You're my butterfly

Sugar, baby

Come my lady

You're my pretty baby

I'll make your legs shake

You make me go crazy

Come and dance with me

Come and dance with me

Come and dance with me

Come and dance with me

uhhhhhh ha uhhhhhh ha

(repeated)

 

Even though the lyrics are crude at times, I actually like this song. It makes me feel beautiful and gives me confidence whenever I listen to it. That's pretty much the only reason why I like this song. Other than that there's nothing extraordinary or special about this song in my opinion. Every girl wants a guy that thinks she's absolutely beautiful and really wants to be with her. I know I want that.

Wave Hello!

Ever since I was younger I've been fascinated by the sea and interested in learning all about it along with the creatures that inhabit it. For starters, I absolutely love the coral reef. It's so vibrant and lively. It seems like this magical and whimsical little world. The fish are so colorful and the scenery is absolutely stunning. I'm in love with the coral reef and the animals that inhabit this area of the sea. It seems so unreal because it's so beautiful. Ah, I want to go snorkeling.

Is this not adorable? Ah, and the little fish eating off of it's back are so cute. They sort of look like they're giving the turtle little fishy kisses though. I'm obsessed! :*

 

 

 

I'm a really big dork, but I just think the coral reef looks amazing and unreal. It's so pretty. I wish it were inhabitable and safe for humans to live as well. That'd be a dream come true.

 

 

I'm also obsessed with sharks. I think they're really interesting sea dwellers. There's so many different types of sharks and each has a different purpose in the ocean and its own unique qualities. Even though great white sharks are dangerous, I think they're cute. That reminds me! I really wanted to go swimming with the sharks at the aquarium once, but I wasn't old enough. I wish I could have swam with them. That would have been so awesome and made my life complete <3

 

 

 

 The lower depths of the ocean intrigue me immensely. For starters, the creatures that inhabit the lower depths of the sea are weird in an interesting way. It's like I want to look away because they look so scary and weird, yet I want to learn more about these creatures because not much is known about them and they're extremely unique due to how far down they live in the sea. They have extra special qualities about them that other fish don't such as lights to attract prey in such dark conditions, and huge eyes to help them see better. It's amazing to think that these creatures actually exist and reside in the ocean. Isn't it amazing what lives here on this planet with us and most of us don't even know it? This really makes you wonder what else we haven't discovered yet within the sea. I always tell people this and I really hope it comes into fruition, but I honestly hope that scientists make technological advancements to help aid in discovering more sea creatures that live deeper in the ocean. I want people to travel to and see places within the ocean that once was not possible to travel to. I really hope that more fish and other creatures are discovered. I'm pretty sure there are tons of undiscovered life in the sea. Hopefully it's only a matter of time before they're discovered and studied. I love the ocean, it's so interesting, vast, amazing, and mysterious.

Daylight- Matt & Kim

 

We cut the legs off of our pants
Threw our shoes into the ocean
Sit back and wave through the daylight
Sit back and wave through the daylight

Slip and slide on subway grates
These shoes are poor mans ice skates
Fall through like change in the daylight
Fall through like change in the daylight

I miss yellow lines in my roads
Some color on monochrome
Maybe I'll paint them in myself
Maybe I'll paint them in myself

These sidewalks liquid then stone
Building walls and an old pay phone
It rings like all through the daylight
It rings like all through the daylight

And in the daylight we can hitchhike to Maine
I hope that someday I'll see without these frames
And in the daylight I don't pick up my phone
Because in the daylight anywhere feels like home

I have five clocks in my life
And only one has the time right
I'll just unplug it for today
I'll just unplug it for today

Open hydrant rolled down windows
This car might make a good old boat
And float down grand street in daylight
And float down grand street in daylight

And with just half of a sunburn
New yellow lines that I earned
Step back and here comes the night time
Step back and here comes the night time

And in the daylight we can hitchhike to Maine
I hope that someday I'll see without these frames
And in the daylight I don't pick up my phone
Because in the daylight anywhere feels like home

 

No one ever really gets why I like this song, but I do because it's such a fun song! No one ever gives this song a fair chance before cutting it off though :( It's really upbeat and reminds me of good times that I had. Whenever I'm feeling down I listen to this sometimes to lift my spirits and get me in a more hyper mode. Plus whenever I hear this song I think of summer, the beach, and just being free without a care in the world. It makes me want to dance and swing my hair around haha. The piano in the beginning is so sweet, then the actual beat comes and your just in a fun carefree dance type mood, well at least in my case. I don't even understand the lyrics or what the song is actually about, but I assume it's about not worrying and living carelessly in a sense. I love the way it makes me feel regardless, so it's fine by me :)

Happiness, love, and freedom ~*~

Social networks



I truly feel bad for girls that have to show everything on Facebook and Instagram just to get likes and feel pretty. It's sad. It's also sad, yet really annoying when a girl is constantly asking someone to hit her up, come hang out, that they need someone to cuddle with, they need a boyfriend, they're single, and so on. No. You just look desperate and you're honestly looking for nothing but attention. A girl should never need a guy to feel pretty, nor should she have to take pictures where her boobs are the first thing the eye goes to instead of her face. Get some confidence girl! Get attention for how pretty your smile is, how amazing your eyes look, how beautiful your skin is, how cute you are naturally. It makes me so mad when a girl is gorgeous or doesn't realize her worth and potential, so she posts photos and statuses seeking the wrong kind of attention because she's not entirely secure with who she is, or she absolutely needs a guy, any guy, just to feel pretty and wanted. It's nothing but sad.

Crave you- Flight Facilities

 

 

Why can't you want me like the other boys do?
They stare at me while I stare at you
Why can't I keep you safe as my own?
One moment I have you the next you are gone
Rehearsed steps on an empty stage
That boy's got my heart in a silver cage
Why can't you want me like the other boys do?
They stare at me while I crave you

I walked into the room dripping in gold
Yeah dripping in gold
I walked into the room dripping in gold
Dripping in gold
A wave of heads did turn, or so I've been told
Or so I've been told
My heart broke when I saw you kept your gaze controlled
Oh I cannot solve

Why can't you want me like the other boys do?
They stare at me while I stare at you
Why can't I keep you safe as my own?
One moment I have you the next you are gone
Rehearsed steps on an empty stage
That boy's got my heart in a silver cage
Why can't you want me like the other boys do?
They stare at me while I crave you

It's true I crave you
Crave You
It's true I crave you

Let's just stop and think, before I lose faith
Surely I can't fall, into a game of chase
Around his little finger, that boy has got me curled
I try to reach out, but he's in his own world
This boy's got my head tied in knots with all his games
I simply want him more because he looks the other way

Why can't you want me like the other boys do?
They stare at me while I stare at you
Why can't I keep you safe as my own?
One moment I have you the next you are gone
Rehearsed steps on an empty stage
That boy's got my heart in a silver cage
Why can't you want me like the other boys do?
They stare at me while I crave you

I am craving you.

 

The original version of this song is really good and I love it, while the remixed version is really dope. I really like both versions to be honest. I feel like any girl can relate to this song. I definitely know the feeling of wanting a guy to notice me really bad, and even when I get dressed up and look really good, he still doesn't even look my way. It's kind of funny, but then again I hate when that happens. It's the worst though when you put effort into trying to get a guy to notice you, then when you finally give up he decides he wants to talk to you, or he begins to show interest. Wishy Washy boys are no fun! I really hate games, they're annoying and a waste of time. Back to the song though, I really love this song, both versions. This song has a really nice flow and it's cute in a quirky way. I love her voice in the original, her voice is so pretty. In the remixed version I really love the mellow mood that it sets and then there's this awesome bass drop. Ah, this song is really good. Swoon! <3

The Notebook

 

A lot of people can't believe this, but I've never actually seen The Notebook. I found this, and I really love it because it's so true. I really don't know how to explain it, but after I fell in love for the first time, it honestly changed me. It's like you think you're going to be with that person for the rest of your life and it's just pure bliss. You don't ever see yourself being without this person who you love with every bit and piece of you. The person you'd do anything for. The person you give your everything to. The love that you're putting your whole being into. And when they leave, you can't breathe and you don't know what to do or who you are without them. You lost your everything pretty much, at least that's how it felt for me. Love really changed my life and me. Even bad days were still good because I was in love. You have a special and unique bond with this person that you'll never have with someone else no matter how hard you try, and that feeling never does go away.

 

I really love love, but it's brutal sometimes and hurts extremely bad. When you can actually feel your heart breaking and the pain in your chest, you're in love, well at least in my case. It's the worst feeling in the world. It hurts so bad and honestly sucks. I always say this and it's dramatic, but I honestly would never wish a broken heart even upon my worst enemy. I always feel bad when someone, girl or guy, gets their heart broken because I know how it feels and how much it hurts. Even when it's someone that I don't like, I still sympathize with them and feel bad in a way, only because I can relate to how they're feeling. Love is amazing and feels magical and makes you feel awesome, even when you're not having a good day. When the love ends though, it's tough, especially when you never saw the end coming. You thought things were fine because you were just with the person you love about a day or two ago, and now they're gone, forever. It's a horrible feeling. Love definitely changes you, especially your first time falling. It's never easy, but you eventually learn to deal with the pain and loss.

 

"It's the first kiss, it's flawless, really something, it's fearless"

"It hurts to see you go after all this time"