Trust



After what I've been through these past couple of months, I can't help but to not trust any guy now, at all. I really don't want to get hurt again and I just know that I'm an amazing girl that didn't deserve anything that I went through. I deserve nothing but the best.

I know I'm not perfect, and I know that sometimes my intentions are misconstrued. I always have sincere and good intentions though. There's someone that I do somewhat have feelings for slightly, but I can't bring myself to trust him at all, or let down my guard. I have a gut feeling that all he's going to do is hurt me in the end though, so I'm just going to ignore him from this point. I don't want to put myself in a position to get hurt, again, after just being extremely hurt.

At the moment I don't want anyone, I'm not looking for anyone, and I'm not willing to let any guy get to know me or get close to me. I don't want to talk to any guys in a romantic way, at all. I'm terrified of falling for anyone now. I've fallen for nothing but assholes that walk all over me and take my loyalty and kindness for granted. I've been lied to, played, cheated on, treated like trash, and so much more. I really can't bring myself to potentially have any of those things happen to me again.

How many times is it possible to have your heart completely ripped out and broken? Nice girls finish last too.