Moving forward



For the past week, I've been away. I've been working on myself and coming to terms with situations that I can't change.
I've been out of control lately, so it was definitely time to get myself together.

I've forgiven myself for my father's death. That was a huge part in how I've been acting and how depressed I've been.

I've also come to terms with the fact that me and Kenny will never speak again, and I'm okay with that now. Maybe it's for the best so some other man can come along soon, who knows. Life is full of surprises.

I've learned that people come and go, so some people that I was friends with may not be my friend now, its life.

I signed up for classes and I start January 15th, which I am excited about, because then my mind will be occupied and I won't have tons of idle time.

I'm finally working on things and I finally got the help that I needed. I feel so much better and I'm so much happier! I can genuinely say again that I'm honestly happy, confident, and content with myself. I love this feeling.

I'm walking away from all my fears, worries, and problems. I'm leaving behind what and who I don't need. Inhaling the positives, and exhaling the negatives. Happiness, love, and success.