Sorry!



At the moment I'm focusing on being a better me. This includes letting go of the past, keeping myself from falling into old bad habits, and letting go of useless worries. I'm also working on accepting the things that I can't change. There's other stuff that I've changed, realized, and am working on, but I'd rather show, not tell. Things are completely different with me now, and I love it. I'm proud of myself. I feel like in a sense I came a long way.

I've been a lot happier lately, like extremely happy! I don't think I've had a bad day recently to be honest. It seems like every day is a good day. I'm happy to be alive, healthy, and I'm just happy in general. Nothing negative has crossed my mind and I've just been zen about everything. Life is amazing right now.

Even though some things aren't as I would like them to be, I don't particularly mind. What's meant to be, will be. What's meant to happen will happen. With time, patience, and a positive attitude, things get better, like they have. I'm only expecting them to progress further in the right direction from here, so I'm not worried about anything.

With all of this being said, even though no one I know will read this, I'm sorry for any actions that I've done that may have hurt you, pissed you off, made you think differently of me, or made you second guess your relationship with me. Whether it be recently, or far back in the past, I'm sorry. I know I've done a lot, to many people like being selfish, reckless, purposely annoying, not thinking before I do or say something, and other things of that sort, but I think everyone deserves a second chance, or just a chance in general to prove them self. Eh, we shall see /: